Signs

Why are the signs are always so mysterious? You never know if you read them right...

Feelings

Are feelings quantifiable? Can they be measured?

Once again, all questions and no answers...

Cookies

Desperado

Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine
It's hard to tell the night time from the day

Really meaningful song. Something for me to think about. Me and all the stupid mistakes that I have made.

After all, I only want the one that I can't get.

Such is the depth of my utter foolishness.

Dream

Sándor Ferenczi, a Hungarian psychoanalyst, once proposed that a dream may communicate an idea that is not being said outright. If that is right, I must have a lot of ideas not being communicated.

Paradigm

Leonard: "Oh God, I am the bad fish!"

Cinnamon

Love

I was recently asked if I loved a certain individual. The first thing that I thought of was this poem.

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and height

My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight For the ends of Being and ideal Grace. I love thee to the level of everyday's Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. I love thee with a passion put to use In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith. I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lost saints, --- I love thee with the breath, Smiles, tears, of all my life! --- and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death.

This is such an elegantly written poem, speaking volumes of what true love is all about. But hidden in the recesses of my mind, there is this thought... but at the moment, it is merely a thought. And if things continue the way it has been, that is all that it will ever be...just a thought.

Wish

Its 11:11, make a wish!

Untitled

I shall change the title when I think of one...

How do I go about it without fucking it up again? I wonder...

Actually, most of the time, I do not fuck it up, it fucks up around me....though the last one was entirely my doing through a very thoughtless act. Stupid stupid me.

But yes...all questions and no answers....Feels just like my econs exam.

Opportunities

What hurts the most is not having the opportunity, but having the opportunity presented to you on a silver platter but you not taking it. The regret is immense...

But what to do? Such is how life plays out. Such is how the roller coaster of life will carry you. Through the up and downs of life, we all just gotta stay positive. Look forward and capture all opportunities that we have from now on.

Unemployed

Well, I'm now unemployed. Taking a short rest before starting uni.

Coincidentally, I'm down with conjunctivitis. Means I really need to rest. Finally some sleep after all these months of late nights and early mornings.