What brings about such a nature?
Why the pettiness of a seven-year-old?
Its amazing that you miss it when it perfectly describes what you are.
And i'm not talking about the child-like innocence.
But the petulance...the sheer behavioral nature of your actions.
Much like a school playground scuffle.
You carry the wounds with you through life....and possibly to your grave.
You are driving such a vessel, propelled by your severe insecurity and pathetic nature.
Hiding behind a shield of worldly pleasures.
Scared to face reality.....scared to face the world.
Failure.
Unbelievable...Purely, utterly unbelievable.
But I don't care. If anything, my overseas tour has taught me to effective block out emotions when things need to be done.
Woots! (Ok, that was pretty random. But who cares? Avogadro! Haha!)